Sun's rays

I'm not supposed to feel this way

At times hard to face a new day

My eyes are blinded

By the sun's rays

I do know better

But it's the real me

I keep sliding back

Never will I be really free

Put on a show

Try to act

Let no one know

That you're ready to crack

Smile even if fake

Do what's expected

Try to please

Even if it's all you can take

Sometimes

Sometimes I forget

Life's been a trip

Sometimes been fine

Met some who where kind

Sometimes I want to forget

Things that where bad

All them things that sad

Those times had

If I do forget

You always remember

This is true

I did love you